Saturday, November 26, 2011

Temu Janji Oh Temu Janji

Minggu ini ada dua temujanji. Hari Ahad temujanji dengan Pakar Bedah dan Hari Khamis dengan Pakar Oncologi(Kanser) Tiada apa yang istimewa. Semasa jumpa pakar bedah, doktor cuma bertanya masih makan lagi ke Sutent. Macam mana nak makan ubat tiada. Dah 5 bulan tak makan kerana kerajan cuma bekalkan 3 bulan. Lepas tu kena mohon balik. Proses nak dapat kelulusan yang pertama dulu mengambil masa setahun. Bulan 9 mohon balik tetapi bila ku tanya lepas jumpa doktor, borangku masih belum diambil apa-apa tindakan.

Doktor bedah beritahu bahawa ada lagi ubat yang lebih mahal dari Sutent, ku tak tanya pula sebab sebenarnya ku dah tak berapa berminat dengan ubat kimoterapi kerana kesan sampingannya yang terlalu teruk dan harganya yang memang ku tak mampu jika tidak ditanggung oleh kerajaan. Namun ku isi juga borang memohon ubat takut melanggar arahan doktor pula.

Hari Khamis, jumpa pula Pakar Kanser. Cuma pemeriksaan biasa, doktor memeriksa fistula(bisul). Nanah dah kurang keluar. Bisulku ini kadang-kadang keluar nanah dan kadang-kadang tertutup dan bila sakit terpaksa pula ku cucuk dengan jarum supaya nanah  keluar dan sakit berkurangan. Alhamdulillah beberapa hari ini bisul tak sakit dan nanahpun tak keluar. Ku tak tahu apa makanan tambahan yang ku makan yang sesuai dengan penyakitku. Cuma dulu ku makan susulebah tetapi dah ku kurangkan. Kini ku makan pula Keladi Tikus. Dah 6 bulan ku makan. Allah yang menyembuh bukan ubat, ubat cuma ikhtiar.

Kepada semua "follower" ku ucapkan terima kasih atas sokongan kalian bagi ku menghadapi dugaan Allah ini.
Wassalam.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Doa dan Harap Mengiringi Masa

Assalamualaikum. Dah lama juga ku tak menulis. Entah kenapa tubuh selalu lemah, maka semangat untuk menulis turut hilang bersama masa. Bagi mengatasi rasa lemah tubuhku, ku minum madu khaula, tetapi tiada perubahan nampaknya. Isteriku dah beberapa kali menyuruhku minum,susu kambing kerana dah lama ku tak minumnya. Mungkinkah tubuh ku lemah seperti lepas kimoterapi kerana ku makan kapsul keladi tikus. Walaupun tubuhku letih, ku tetap makan kapsul keladi tikus kerana perubahan yang agak baik kepada bisulku kerana ia samakin mengecil. Dah beberap kali bisulku tertutup tetapi bisul ku di bahagian dalam belum sembuh sehingga bisulku berdenyut-denyut. Akhirnya ku ambil jarum dan membuat lubang bagi membolehkan nanah keluar, barulah hilang rasa berdenyut-denyut.

Dua hari lepas ku minum semula susu kambing Hi-Goat dan Alhamdulillah hari ini ku rasa bertenaga. Ku pergi ke rumah ibu bapaku. Ku gembira melibat ayahku menyabit rumput untuk lembunya. Ku pula memetik daun kangkung untuk dibuat sayur dan juga untuk makanan ikan kaloi di rumahku.

Ayahku pula bukanlah sihat sangat. Hampir 3 bulan tak dapat berjalan. Selepas berurut dan rawatan hospital, ia kembali dapat berjalan. Alhamdulillah.


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Ku Cuba Keladi Tikus

Assalamualaikum. dah lama ku tak menulis. Bukan apa cuma kabel tmnet kena curi oleh pencuri kabel yang berleluasa sekarang. Jadi sekarang terpaksa guna broadband. 
 Dulu ku cuba Susu lebah, sihat sikit tetapi fistula(bisul) di dadaku tak sembuh sepenuhnya. Kini dah hampir 2 tahun ku makannya. Ku cuba pula Keladi Tikus. Bisulku nampaknya dah nak kering, kadang-kadang dia kering, tetapi kemudian bernanah balik. Kini dah 7 botol kumakan keladi tikus. Sebotol yang mempunyai 90 kapsul berhaarga RM90.00. banyak jugalah kena keluar duit.

Ubat kimoterapi, SUTENT(SUNITINIB) dah tak ku makan lagi kerana putus bekalan sejak Jun lepas. Sebenarnya ku agak serik makan Sutent kerana kesan sampingannya yang teruk. Tambahan pula keadaanku semakin baik berbanding dulu cuma sekarang badanku terasa sangat lemah dan selalu letih.

Semoga  Allah memberi kesembuhan berkat bulan haji ini.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Termujanji Klinik Onkologi

22.9.2011

Hari ini ku jumpa Dr. Fatihah dan seorang doktor baru yang ku lupa namanya. Dia memeriksa fistula di dadaku. Masih tidak sembuh walaupun dah 2 tahun muncul di dadaku tetapi ia semakin kecil. Ku  beritahu doktor keadaan diriku yang selalu letih. Ia menyatakan mungkin kanserku merebak. Alahai doktor, beirilah semangat bukan menakutkan ku.

Ku bertanyakan borang permohonan ubatku tetapi malangnya ia belum diproses lagi. Maka terpaksa isi semula borang saraubat. Ku  tak kisah sebenarnya kerana kesan sampingan ubat tesebut, Sutent begitu menyakitkan.

Kini ku pasrah. Hanya doa kepadaNya mengiringi penderitaan ini. Namun ku tetap bersyukur kerana keadaanku sekarang lebih sihat berbanding dahulu.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Ramadan Akan Meninggalkan Kita

Hari ini 21 Ramadan, adakah semalam malam Lailatul Qadar. Masih ada beberapa malam lagi untuk kita mencari lailatul qadar. Alhamdulillah sehingga hari ini, ku masih dapat berpuasa. Sakit di ari--ari dah berkurangan. Ku dah pergi buat "urine--test" dan  tak ada batu karang.

Moga berkart Ramadan ini penyakitku akan sembuh. Amin.


Sunday, August 14, 2011

Ramadan Penuh Berkat

RAMADAN DATANG LAGI
Tahun ini, 1 Ramadan bersamaan 1 Ogos. Ku berazam tahun ini untuk berpuasa walaupun gastrikku belum sembuh. Ku berdoa agar puasa ini tidak memudaratkan ku walaupun daripada segi hukum ku dibenarkan untuk tidak berpuasa. Namun bila memikirkan besarnya ganjaran pahala untuk orang berpuasa, ku mahu puasa juga apatah lagi sudah lama ku tak sakit perut, cuma panas dada simptom gasrtik. Kini sudah dua minggu ku dapat berpuasa cuma sejak 3 hari lepas kena serang selsema.
Kerja sebagai guru memang  banyak tekanan. Tekanan yang paling utama datang dariapada anak murid yang tidak ikut peraturan. Tugas-tugas rutin lain juga ada tekanan tetapi taklah sehebat tekanan dan sakit hati dengan perangai pelajar. Namun sebagai guru, kami kena hadapinya kerana memang pelajar masih mentah, suka meniru perangai yang tak elok.
Semalam ku tersedar daripada tidur kerana  sakit di ari-ariku. Ku bimbang mungkin akibat batu karang kerana kurang minum air kerana berpuasa. Ku sebenarnya menghadapi masalah makan bila dibedah dulu. Akibat dibuang separuh saluran makanan, bila makan dan minum ku serang sangkut makan di saluran makanan. Bilu minum seteguk air, kena tunggu beberapa ketika, baru boleh terus minum teguk yang berikutnya. Ini menyebabkan ku kurang minum air. Dan paling ku bimbang sekiranya kanserku merebak. Ya Allah ! Jauhilah perkara tersebut kerana ujian ini pun dah tak tertanggung rasanya.
Rasa berdenyut di ari-ari masih terasa dan ku bercadang nak jumpa doktor di klinik kerajaan.
Selamat berpuasa dan beramal untuk mendapat ganjaran pahala di bulan Ramadan.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Temujanji Pakar Onkologi (kanser)


Kenangan Berada di Wad HUSM

18.7.11 merupakan hari temujanjiku dengan Pakar Kanser Prof.Dr.Biswal Mohan Biswal. Ku minta kebenaran daripada pihak sekolah untuk ke hospital. Ku pergi ke hospital bersendirian kerana kesihatanku agak baik berbanding dulu. Dulu ku akan naik teksi ditemani ibu ke hospital, tetapi kini ku dapat memandu kereta ke hospital. Selepas parking kereta  di luar hospital, ke berjalan masuk walaupun agak jauh. Di dalam hospital memang tak ada parking

Selepas mendaftar, ku kantin yang agak jauh juga kerana kantin yang dekat dah  ditutup untuk dibina bina bangunan baru.

Giliranku tiba dan ku berjumpa dengan Prof.Biswal. Ku ceritakan kesan sampingan ubat Sutent dan memintanya beri ubat lain. Mengikutnya, hanya ubat Sutent yang digunakan di seluruh dunia untuk GIST kanser.

Disebabkan ubat sutent dah habis, maka ku terpaksa memohon semula dengan JPA, dulu ambil masa setahun untuk kelulusan 3 bulan, tetapi ku tak kisah lambat pun kerana kesan sampingannya yang teruk.

Ku pasrah. Dah ramai yang meninggal akibat kanser, terbaru Bekas Hakim Malaya, Raja Aziz Adruze dan YB Dr.Lo'lo'. Moga Allah merahmati mereka.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Temujanji Pakar Bedah

Gambar Hiasan-- GIST CANCER

10.07.11 adalah temujanji ku dengan pakar bedah HUSM. Sebenarnya temujanji ku lebih awal tetapi Klantan cuti pada hari tersebut kerana masuk akhir Piala FA. Selepas mendaftar jam 9.00, jam 12.00 baru dapat jumpa doktor. Doktor membaca folderku yang mengandungi laporan PET-Scan daripada Hospital Besar Pulau Pinang. Dari laporan, doktor memberitahu kemungkinan penyakit GIST ku telah datang balik. Dia memanggil Pakar Bedah iaitu Dr.Mehbob Alam Pasya. Mengikut doktor, mereka tak pasti adakah ia kanser atau jangkitan. Jika dibuat pembedahan, ia melibatkan pembedahan besar. Ku disuruh ambil darah dan datang semula sebulan lagi.

Ku pasrah dan berdoa agar penyakit ku sembuh kerana tak sanggup lagi ku menjadi penghuni hospital. Cukuplah dugaan yang Allah berikan selama ini. namun sebagai hambaNya, ku berserah kepadaNya.

Monday, July 4, 2011

POKOK BISMILLAH

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Vernonia amygdalina
Scientific classification
Kingdom: Plantae
(unranked): Angiosperms
(unranked): Eudicots
(unranked): Asterids
Order: Asterales
Family: Asteraceae
Genus: Vernonia
Species: V. amygdalina
Binomial name
Vernonia amygdalina
Delile
Vernonia amygdalina, a member of the Asteraceae family, is a small shrub that grows in the tropical Africa. V. amygdalina is commonly called bitter leaf because of its bitter taste. The leaves may be consumed either as a vegetable (macerated leaves in soups) or aqueous extracts as tonics for the treatment of various illnesses. In the wild, chimpanzees have been observed to ingest the leaves when suffering from parasitic infections.[1] Many herbalists and naturopathic doctors recommend aqueous extracts for their patients as treatment for emesis, nausea, diabetes, loss of appetite-induced abrosia, dysentery and other gastrointestinal tract problems. Until the last decade or so, there were only anecdotal reports and claims to support the health benefits. The anecdotal reports are now being supported by scientific evidence that a V. amygdalina regimen or consumption as dietary supplements may provide multiple health benefits.[citation needed]
Vernonia amygdalina extracts may help suppress, delay, or kill cancerous cell in many ways, such as:
  • Induction of apoptosis as determined in cell culture and animal studies.[2][3]
  • Enhanced Chemotherapy Sensitivity - V. amygdalina extracts may render cancerous cells to be more sensitive to chemotherapy.[2]
  • Inhibition of the growth or growth signals of cancerous cells.[4][5][6][7]
  • Suppression of metastasis of cancerous cells in the body by the inhibition of NFÒ¡B is an anti-apoptotic transcription factors as demonstrated in animal studies.[3]
  • Reduction of estrogen level in the body by the suppression of Aromatase activity.[8] The Involvement of blood estrogen level in the etiology of estrogen receptor (ER) positive breast cancer has been widely reported.[9] Additional source of estrogen production in humans besides the ovary and adrenal gland is the conversion of testosterone to estrogen in a reaction catalyzed by Aromatase. Many studies have shown positive correlations between blood estrogen levels and breast cancer risks.[9] Therefore, compounds that inhibit Aromatase activity are used for the treatment of breast cancer.
  • Antioxidants - V. amygdalina may provide anti-oxidant benefits.[10]
  • Enhancement of the immune system - Many studies have shown that V. amygdalina extracts may strengthen the immune system through many cytokines (including NFÒ¡B, pro inflammatory molecule) regulation.[2]
Studies conducted using streptozotocin-induced diabetic laboratory animals showed that V. amygdalina administration decreased blood glucose by 50% compared to untreated diabetic animals.[11]
V. amygdalina, traditionally used by small farmers in Western Africa, does possess anthelminthic anti-parasitic properties.[12]

DIPETIK DARI WIKIPEDIA

Makanan Tambahan

Assalamualaikum.

Dah agak lama tak menulis kerana di rumah tak boleh guna internet, kabel kena curi, jadi guna masa free di sekolah. Ubat kimo dah habis, jadi ku guna makanan tambahan lain. Antaranya :

      1. Susu lebah (royal jell)
       2. Keladi Tikus
       3. Hi-goat
      4. Jeslin Power oil untuk disapu di bisul
      5. Ubat sapu dari Mekah untuk disapu di bisul

Ku berharap usahaku berjaya, di samping zikir dan al--Quran yang menjadi amalan harian. Moga Allah memberi kesenangan selepas kesusahan.
     

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

info kanser

 People with cancer have different diet needs
People with cancer often need to follow diets that are different from what they think of as healthy. For most people, a healthy diet includes:
  • Lots of fruits and vegetables, and whole grain breads and cereals
  • Modest amounts of meat and milk products
  • Small amounts of fat, sugar, alcohol, and salt
When you have cancer, though, you need to eat to keep up your strength to deal with the side effects of treatment. When you are healthy, eating enough food is often not a problem. But when you are dealing with cancer and treatment, this can be a real challenge.
When you have cancer, you may need extra protein and calories. At times, your diet may need to include extra milk, cheese, and eggs. If you have trouble chewing and swallowing, you may need to add sauces and gravies. Sometimes, you may need to eat low-fiber foods instead of those with high fiber. Your dietitian can help you with any diet changes you may need to make.
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 Cancer treatment can cause side effects that lead to eating problems
Cancer treatments are designed to kill cancer cells. But these treatments can also damage healthy cells. Damage to healthy cells can cause side effects. Some of these side effects can lead to eating problems.
Common eating problems during cancer treatment include:
  • Appetite loss
  • Changes in sense of taste or smell
  • Constipation
  • Diarrhea
  • Dry mouth
  • Lactose intolerance
  • Nausea
  • Sore mouth
  • Sore throat and trouble swallowing
  • Vomiting
  • Weight gain
  • Weight loss
Some people have appetite loss or nausea because they are stressed about cancer and treatment. People who react this way almost always feel better once treatment starts and they know what to expect.
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  Things to do and think about before you start cancer treatment
  • Until treatment starts you will not know what, if any, side effects or eating problems you may have. If you do have problems, they may be mild. Many side effects can be controlled. Many problems go away when cancer treatment ends.
  • Think of your cancer treatment as a time to get well and focus just on yourself.
  • Eat a healthy diet before treatment starts. This helps you stay strong during treatment and lowers your risk of infection.
  • Go to the dentist. It is important to have a healthy mouth before you start cancer treatment.
  • Ask your doctor, nurse, or dietitian about medicine that can help with eating problems.
  • Discuss your fears and worries with your doctor, nurse, or social worker. He or she can discuss ways to manage and cope with these feelings.
  • Learn about your cancer and its treatment. Many people feel better when they know what to expect. See the list of helpful resources in “Ways to Learn More”.
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 Ways you can get ready to eat well
  • Fill the refrigerator, cupboard, and freezer with healthy foods. Make sure to include items you can eat even when you feel sick.
  • Stock up on foods that need little or no cooking, such as frozen dinners and ready-to-eat cooked foods.
  • Cook some foods ahead of time and freeze in meal-sized portions.
  • Ask friends or family to help you shop and cook during treatment. Maybe a friend can set up a schedule of the tasks that need to be done and the people who will do them.
  • Talk with your doctor, nurse, or dietitian about what to expect. See the lists of foods and drinks that can help with many types of eating problems.
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 Not everyone has eating problems during cancer treatment
There is no way to know if you will have eating problems and, if so, how bad they will be. You may have just a few problems or none at all. In part, this depends on the type of cancer you have, where it is in your body, what kind of treatment you have, how long treatment lasts, and the doses of treatment you receive.
During treatment, there are many helpful medicines and other ways to manage eating problems. Once treatment ends, many eating problems go away. Your doctor, nurse, or dietitian can tell you more about the types of eating problems you might expect and ways to manage them. If you start to have eating problems, tell your doctor or nurse right away.
If you start to have eating problems, tell your doctor or nurse right away.
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 Talk with your doctor, nurse, or dietitian about foods to eat
Talk with your doctor or nurse if you are not sure what to eat during cancer treatment. Ask him or her to refer you to a dietitian. A dietitian is the best person to talk with about your diet. He or she can help choose foods and drinks that are best for you during treatment and after.
Make a list of questions for your meeting with the dietitian. Ask about your favorite foods and recipes and if you can eat them during cancer treatment. You might want to find out how other patients manage their eating problems. You can also bring this book and ask the dietitian to mark sections that are right for you.
If you are already on a special diet for diabetes, kidney or heart disease, or other health problem, it is even more important to speak with a doctor and dietitian. Your doctor and dietitian can advise you about how to follow your special diet while coping with eating problems caused by cancer treatment.
For more information on how to find a dietitian, contact the American Dietetic Association. See “Ways to Learn More” for ways to reach them.
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 Ways to get the most from foods and drinks
During treatment, you may have good days and bad days when it comes to food. Here are some ways to manage:
  • Eat plenty of protein and calories when you can. This helps you keep up your strength and helps rebuild tissues harmed by cancer treatment.
  • Eat when you have the biggest appetite. For many people, this is in the morning. You might want to eat a bigger meal early in the day and drink liquid meal replacements later on.
  • Eat those foods that you can, even if it is only one or two items. Stick with these foods until you are able to eat more. You might also drink liquid meal replacements for extra calories and protein.
  • Do not worry if you cannot eat at all some days. Spend this time finding other ways to feel better, and start eating when you can. Tell your doctor if you cannot eat for more than 2 days.
  • Drink plenty of liquids. It is even more important to get plenty to drink on days when you cannot eat. Drinking a lot helps your body get the liquid it needs. Most adults should drink 8 to 12 cups of liquid a day. You may find this easier to do if you keep a water bottle nearby. See the list of clear liquids for other ideas.

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 Taking special care with food to avoid infections
Some cancer treatments can make you more likely to get infections. When this happens, you need to take special care in the way you handle and prepare food. Here are some ways:
  • Keep hot foods hot and cold foods cold. Put leftovers in the refrigerator as soon as you are done eating.
  • Scrub all raw fruits and vegetables before you eat them. Do not eat foods (like raspberries) that cannot be washed well. You should scrub fruits and vegetables that have rough surfaces, such as melons, before you cut them..
  • Wash your hands, knives, and counter tops before and after you prepare food. This is most important when preparing raw meat, chicken, turkey, and fish.
  • Use one cutting board for meat and one for fruits and vegetables.
  • Thaw meat, chicken, turkey, and fish in the refrigerator or defrost them in the microwave. Do not leave them sitting out.
  • Cook meat, chicken, turkey, and eggs thoroughly. Meats should not have any pink inside. Eggs should be hard, not runny.
  • Do not eat raw fish or shellfish, such as sushi and uncooked oysters.
  • Make sure that all of your juices, milk products, and honey are pasteurized.
  • Do not use foods or drinks that are past their freshness date.
  • Do not buy foods from bulk bins.
  • Do not eat at buffets, salad bars, or self-service restaurants.
  • Do not eat foods that show signs of mold. This includes moldy cheeses such as bleu cheese and Roquefort.
For more information about infection and cancer treatment, see Chemotherapy and You: Support for People With Cancer a book from the National Cancer Institute. You can get it free by calling 1-800-4-CANCER (1-800-422-6237) or online at http://www.cancer.gov/publications.
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 Using food, vitamins, and other supplements to fight cancer
Many people want to know how they can help their body fight cancer by eating certain foods or taking vitamins or supplements. But, there are no studies that prove that any special diet, food, vitamin, mineral, dietary supplement, herb, or combination of these can slow cancer, cure it, or keep it from coming back. In fact, some of these products can cause other problems by changing how your cancer treatment works.
Talk with your doctor, nurse, or dietitian before going on a special diet or taking any supplements. To avoid problems, be sure to follow their advice.
For more information about complementary and alternative therapies, see Thinking About Complementary & Alternative Medicine: A Guide for People With Cancer. You can get this book free from the National Cancer Institute. Call 1-800-4-CANCER (1-800-422-6237) or order online at http://www.cancer.gov/publications.
Talk with your doctor before going on a special diet or taking any supplements. Some vitamins and supplements can change how your cancer treatment works.
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 A special note for caregivers
  • Do not be surprised or upset if your loved one’s tastes change from day to day. There may be days when he or she does not want a favorite food or says it tastes bad now.
  • Keep food within easy reach. This way, your loved one can have a snack when he or she is ready to eat. You might put a snack-pack of applesauce or pudding (along with a spoon) on the bedside table. Or try keeping a bag of cut-up carrots on the refrigerator shelf.
  • Offer gentle support. This is much more helpful than pushing your loved one to eat. Suggest that he or she drinks plenty of clear and full liquids when he or she has no appetite. For ideas, see the lists of clear liquids and full-liquid foods.
  • Talk with your loved one about ways to manage eating problems. Doing this together can help you both feel more in control.
For more information about being a caregiver, see When Someone You Love Is Being Treated for Cancer. You can get this book free from the National Cancer Institute. Call 1-800-4-CANCER (1-800-422-6237) or order online at http://www.cancer.gov/publications.